OK, from the title you would think I was depressed about my condition, nope! It's my mum's birthday on Saturday and I thought it would be nice to send her a bunch of flowers. The main reason is because we are giving her money towards her trip to France. So on Tuesday I scowered the web, not my usual source for flowers, but I am fed up of paying too much in tescos for not much at all. I found a website and some really nice flowers and ordered them to be delivered to me, as I can't get them delivered to mum at work and the company didn't do Saturday deliveries. Any way I paid £16 for the bunch and thought they would be nice. No. The bunch is smaller than the ones I would have got at Tescos fofr £4.99! I am so upset and dissapointed!
I have emailed them to complain, the first email came back as a failure, so I found another email address............I am so gutted. I'm not giving them to my mum, she'll think I am really tight!
It's just another crap day this week! I had my Heamodialysis line removed 2 weeks ago tomorrow and this should have healed by now, but no, not me! My golf bal sized lump decided it was staying put. All weekend I felt really sick with headaches and stayed in bed or on the settee. I woke up on Monday morning and thought my throat had been cut, there was blood everywhere! Luckily I had dialysis clinic on Monday. They did the normal, blood pressure, weight and temperature and then I went in to see the doctor. He decided to evacuate the blood clot and got a senior doctor to come and help. They pulled and prodded and I nearly threw up. They got most of the blood out and left me sore and bruised, more so than before. They then explained I have an infection because of it. I still have a small lump, and it is still sore and still bleeding. I'm back on antibiotics....yippppppeeeeeee!
I'm sat on my settee waiting for my delivery of dialysis solution, it's raining\hailing and really windy. I was looking forward to getting out of the house to go and see my parents with the flowers for my mum, now I'm jst going to cry. Sorry this one is a bit down, silly really as the kidney stuff i an cope with, it's just something else, but this whole flower business has really upset me!
Even being told I am now active on the transplant list hasn't cheared me up, how silly is that?
Someone please slap my face and tell me to pull myself together, this is so stupid!
notanotherblogger
I hope you get better quickly at least a positive thingis you are now active on the transplant list, I hope you receive a transplant as soon as possible I know the wait can be long and ardeous but you have a lot of support from this community 
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I won't slap your face, or tell you to pull yourself together ( there's a joke in there somewhere, regarding curtains) You are on the Rollercoaster ride, it's on the way down today, but it will reach the top again, just get through it, like you know that you will. Things happen, that are outwith our control, and we can all get down about it, but you gotta pick yourself up, because you know it's the right thing to do. Good luck with everything, best wishes Gordon..